Anxiety update: mooingx is medicated!
I went to a GP today
The whole time I was in the building my palms were really cold & itchy and I had the urge to cry owo;
Then only a few minutes after I entered his office I DID CRY I CRIED SO FRIGGIN MUCH AND IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING.
He had to keep telling me to relax and that I could take my time. I feel so bad for him having to deal with me o-o
But after many moments of tears, sweating, avoiding eye-contact, stuttering/non-descriptiveness, silence and clenching tissues, he gave me a prescription without hesitation.
I’m prescribed with Lexapro so if any of you have experience with this medication, please tell me about it!
We haven’t filled the prescription yet, which is killing me… but I’m just glad to know it’s there. I’m glad to know I have a validated reason and name for the awful emotions/thoughts I experience and that there is something that will help me feel like my normal self more often UwU
After the medicine starts to work, I promise I’ll get back to work on my other blog & try to get a job! I’m getting a new computer + Photoshop + drawing tablet for my birthday so hopefully I’ll be able to draw and animate like a pro one-a-dese-days c: